I’m determined to change. I don’t want to be who I used to be. I want to be better. I want to be happy. I don’t want what everyone else has because frankly what DO they have? Superficial friendships and unfulfilling love? I will rise above the fray. It hurt me at first knowing that you weren’t really my friends. It hurt me knowing I could be so easily thrown aside but frankly I’m happy it happened. Now I can see you guys for what you truly are and it solidifies my decision to be better. I will rise above and this all will just be a comical memory.